If the notion of being single once again fills you with dread, you have probably lived the old cliché: Life is what happens when you’re making other plans. At some point, you found somebody to love only to have something happen that turned life upside down and inside out.
I write to this topic due to personal life experience. Happily married to my high school sweetheart, the last thing I expected was a call from the hospital telling me my husband had been in a car accident and I should “come quickly.” Becoming a widow at age 22 is not something I’d ever recommend. I married again at 28. This time, a call came from my mom, informing me that he had been in an accident at the steel mill and to “please have someone else drive you.” I was widowed, again, at age 30, and this time with a small daughter.
I have seen countless families in therapy (and known many outside of therapy) where the “single… again” status comes from divorce. Death and divorce have their own struggles, and pain comes from different sources. However, there are some very common issues and some common coping skills.
One thing in common is grief. Grief isn’t only about death--it’s about change. Anytime there’s a change, there’s a loss. Grief is frequently taught as stages, but that makes it sound reasonable and orderly. When orderliness is the assumption, one feels crazy when emotions change by the hour or by the minute.
Another common issue can be the loss of friends. Sometimes people just don’t know what to say, so they don’t call. Sometimes, married friends can become concerned about relationships developing with their spouse, or they just want to avoid the third-wheel awkwardness. Sometimes, they don’t want the reminder that nothing in life is certain.
God does not leave us alone in our pain. He cares about each tear that falls. He places us into communities to carry our burdens with us.
A FEW TIPS TO COPE:
We don’t know where our path in life will take us, even if it means being single, again, but we know that we can live with loss as God walks with us through whatever we face.
Rev. Deb Koster